Tuesday, July 24, 2007

busy

Friday, July 13, 2007

Is all about trusting...

How easy is it to trust someone...i really don't know. i thought i could do it effortlessly. i was wrong. today, my staff is supposed to be back from his retreat and report to work punctually at 10am. i was expecting him but he didn't turn up. i was disappointed. i thought he will be responsible enough to at least call me and sms me if he is not coming.

or maybe i was mistaken, his retreat had not ended yet. i really have no answers.

i began to have funny thoughts about him not turning up for work like: He have decided not to work here anymore because our pay for him is very little, or he have better lobangs outside, or this is not what he wanted..or maybe he just doesn't want to come to work. but beside being disappointed, i was also worried. not sure if anything had happened.

all i can do now is to trust that he is still at the retreat and he had not inform me clearly about when the retreat is ending. and also trust that he is not an irresponsible person.

Dear Lord, teach me to trust not in him but in You who is at work in his life.